Am I silly or cheating myself?

Am I silly or cheating myself? Why am I so silly,or so love i am not cheating you this time, I am being very silly怎么翻译? I am not quiet myself I am very confident ( ) myself I am sorry to myself 英语翻译Wish me happy.I love myself ,Self-cheating is a fool,I w I am very well!I won myself! I feel i am very silly什么意思 i love what i am.i am myself 翻译I am new here myself