英语翻译I think my memory is llike this movie.I can't help think

英语翻译
I think my memory is llike this movie.I can't help thinking if i had been more tough and just do the thing my heart wants me to do .Then where is me ,if now i can get out of here ,i am in a different place different college and meet different people.
I want to back to senior 2 ,and cut down the things should not disturb me even it has past for such a long time,but it just poping up in my mind every now and then.Back to the summer in 2008 and make a different decision like a mature man ,considing what would changed in the near future.Back to a lot period of time when i really feel regrets.But i can't change any period of time that has past.Now life to me is like a glass of water .I can feel peace ,i can't say if i enjoy it or not.I am neither feeling satisfaction nor disappointment.If this is my best result for my past all kinds of decisions?I don't know.I always tell myself i never feel regrets for the things i have done.but if it is the really thoughts in my mind?Of course not ,i even can't fool myself .Past is past then look forward and cherish every single minuter and tell myself i would not feel regret for the decision i am facing to make.But who would never feel regrets ,only tried can weknow the results,then cherish the time i have,and make every decisions carefully.

我想我的回忆就像这个电影.我忍不住想如果我以前够坚强并且做我心中想做的事情.我会在哪里?如果现在我离开这里,我会在一个不同的地方,一个不同的大学,跟不同的人交往.
我想回到高二,把那些过去了那么长时间的现在还在我心中的不应该困扰我的事情去掉.回到2008年的夏天,像一个成年人一样做抉择,考虑最近的将来将会发生什么变化.我对很久以前的事情非常的后悔,但是我不能改变任何过去的事情.现在的生活对我来说就像一杯水.我能感觉到宁静,我不能说我是否喜欢它,我对他既不满足也不失望.我不知道这是否是我以前所有抉择的最好的结果.我总是告诉自己我从不对做过的事情后悔,但是这是我内心的真实想法吗?当然不是,我自己都不信.过去的已经过去,珍惜现在的每一分钟,告诉我自己不能对将来要做的抉择后悔.但是谁能从不后悔呢,尽量预知结果,珍惜现在拥有的时间,小心谨慎的做每一个抉择.
翻译已完,这是我第一次翻译,我觉得这是一个大学的学生,看了一部不错的电影后,有感而发,对过去的事情有所感触,尤其是对高中的生活感到很遗憾,所以写下了这篇观后感,虽是观后感,但是几乎全在写自己的感受,跟电影毫无关系了,