英语翻译另外告诉我怎么救救我的爱!I would like to understand something too bu

英语翻译
另外告诉我怎么救救我的爱!I would like to understand something too but sorry,i dont understand chinese.I'm sory I
didnt write to you.Do you really love me?How is it possible?But i have to say that I dont
love you anymore.Now im seeing another guy and i'm more carefull this time.When i
sometimes didnt write to you i was testing you and i saw what i wanted to see.You are still
young and poor of experience.You just didnt write to me,how could this happen?If you
really did love me then you would probably write to me every time when you were in the
internet.When we were still together with my other guy,we wrote "i love you" to each other
every time.I really tried to fall in love with you but i didn't.I felt that something is
missing and that i wasn't ready for a new relationship yet.I'm not that confident as i used
to be.I was so in love with my ex-boyfriend.You cant even imagine how much i loved him,
but he left me.He didn't call me anymore and every time i asked him out he always had
something to do instead.We had so much in common and we would talk about different things.And you aren't so understanding yet,you need still need to mature.It's not possible for me to love you.Still i send you this letter.You probably think that i'm heartless and cruel.I loved you at first,but then you'v put an end to my feelings yourself.You just didn't have feelings for me.
Forgive me...

我想读懂一些东西但是抱歉,我不懂中文.不好意思没有写信给你.你真的爱我么?那怎么可能?但是我不得不说,我不再爱你了.现在我遇到了另一个男人.这次我会更加谨慎的.有时候我不给你写信是我在测试你,而且我看到了我想要看到的结果.你还年轻,缺乏经验.你只是不再写信给我.这样怎么可以?如果你真的曾经爱过我你会每次上线都写信给我的.我们还在一起的时候,每次我们相互写下“我爱你”.我真的努力过爱上你,但是没有.我觉得我们之间缺少某种事,而且我也没有为一段新的感情的开始做好准备.我没有以前那样自信.我深爱过我的前男友,你甚至无法想象我有多爱他.但是他最终还是离开了我.他不再打电话给我,而当我约他出来的时候他却总有事要做.我们有那么多的共同点,无所不谈.这些你不会明白,你还需要成熟.我不可能爱上你的.但是我还是给你写了这封信.或许你会认为我残酷无情.起初我是爱你的,但是后来是你自己终止我爱你的感觉.你只是对我没感觉.
原谅我.
个人觉得,女孩可能觉得你不够主动.因此如果你还想挽回些什么,抛下顾忌努力去追求吧,死缠烂打也成,说不定会有效哦~``~