I am not there,but I am there!

I am not there,but I am there! i am not belong there I am no long here but there. But I am not there I am 是什么意思? I understand there will be difficulties,but I am prepared... I am not a bird,but Ican fly.When there is wind,Ican play wi not until next month 、not yet、I am almost there I 'am not sure weather I should go there、 同义句.I 'am I am not lonely,because there is a lonely accompany I am sure they do not get there by chance. i wish i am specail.but i am not special.