今天听了一首英文歌,歌名是break even,里面一句歌词是什么意思

今天听了一首英文歌,歌名是break even,里面一句歌词是什么意思
酷狗里面这句歌词是“I am failing to pieces”,thank有!

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing 我还活著,却几乎不能呼吸
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in 虽然祈祷,但并不信仰上帝
Cos I got time while she got freedom 因为我得到的只是时间,而她的是自由
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break eve因为不曾被伤害并不意味著能够平衡
Her best days will be some of my worst 她最欢愉的时光对我而言将是一片狼藉
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st 她终於找到了会将她视如珍宝的人
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping 当我难以入眠,她却能酣然入睡
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven因为不曾被伤害并不意味著能够平衡
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
当你占据了我过去一切的美好,我该如何是好
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
当我言语梗塞你却谈笑自如时,我该如何开口
I'm falling to pieces 我心已破碎不堪
I'm falling to pieces 我心已破碎不堪
They say bad things happen for a reason 人们说坏事情必然事出有因
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding 但却没有至理名言能停止伤口流血
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving 因为她已向前而去,我却依然伤心不已
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven因为不曾被伤害并不意味著能够平衡
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
当你占据了我过去一切的美好,我该如何是好
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
当我言语梗塞你却谈笑自如时,我该如何开口
I'm falling to pieces 我心已破碎不堪
I'm falling to pieces 我心已破碎不堪
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
一个仍在爱著而一个已然离去
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
因为不曾被伤害并不意味著能够平衡
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
你得到了我和他的爱且从未体味疼痛
You took your suitcase,I took the blame.
你带走了行李,我却承担了伤悲
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
如今我努力让仅剩的还显得有点意义
Cos you left me with no love,no love to my name.
因为你离我而去,却未曾说过爱我.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing （同上）
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
（同上）