英语翻译When I know all the truth,I really was not the kind of s

英语翻译
When I know all the truth,I really was not the kind of sad feeling!I think I could really such a long time to forget you!No one can understand how I need you,no I know many people love you and I think maybe you do not love me,why not if the love for my efforts to stop ah!
Oh ...because I do not have your confidence!
Remember that last meeting,the impression that things have happened.I think you are struggling at that time!Could not bear,do not know how to deal with!Oh
I really hope you can grow up like a man,like,for their own future,their parents no longer accept the arrangement,to face their future path.I really think you might never will do.Because you are too cowardly ,And even their favorite things to do not know,you let me how to love you ah Even if we do not have separate,I know you are to me flinched when I will tell you breaking up,because you do not Coupled I love you!Not worthy!I have now is not very good,but I made it clear I want is what Although I did not then you have money,but I will use my hard-working hands to fight,and the parents will not accept any arrangement,I would like to The feeling of freedom that you will never know!
Hello,I feel sad,sad to love,and to your parents to find the Mendanghudui,what's the,ah so!Your parents do not think about how they came together Oh .
Hey ...I really Hensha,you say what I believe.If I had to show that in the end you have extramarital affairs,perhaps I can know in advance the truth!Perhaps I will go to for their love for their favorite For the people to stop.But you see the cowardly,I just want to leave the tears!You will no longer be that favorite of my heart!
And points and points,we do not have that doomed the fate together.Thank you,she let us know and love!Also thank you once told me the love!That scars will never good!That is always the injury!Remember that you owe I too much!

当我知道了所有的真相以后,我真的不仅仅是那种普通的悲伤.我想我需要很长的时间来忘记你.没有人懂得我多么需要你,我知道有许多人倾心于你并且也明白你或许并不喜欢我.
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