i hate ____ I'm ordered to do what I don't want to do at all

i hate ____ I'm ordered to do what I don't want to do at all i do not want to hurt you ,i'm sorry.please don't hate me no I want to cry!I don't know what can i do!I'm very sad! I don't want to do anything I'm going to do what I want to do I want to help her but I don't know what I can do to her I‘m relaxing at home . I'm quiet ____.I don't want to go any I don't know what to do YOU hate me .I don't mind at all.I don't live to please you there is something what i want you to do but that you hate t I'm thirsty ,____ I want to do is to drink some water.A.all I do not know what to do.同义句子I don't know_______ ______ ____