I want to be myself 是什么意思

I want to be myself 是什么意思 Now I just want to be myself Now I just want to be myself? I want to be loved by myself. I want to have a hand to kill myself 是什么意思? i just want to be myself 怎么念的 I want to be myself do what I want to do think what I think i want to kill myself I want to relive myself. I want to beat myself I want to change myself! I should be clam in orde to protect myself是什么意思