i wang to say somgting but no word comes to my mouth

i wang to say somgting but no word comes to my mouth I can ' t open my mouth to say loving no matter how to say my mouth,my in the mind to I have no words to say .和I have no word to say .哪个对 I want to do somgting,wiht 翻译"I have so much to say but whenever the time comes to say I want to say no god!I am my god! I want to cry ,but have no tear and no word to everyone And I want to say a word :no paid ,no gain . I have no word to i hate to say so ,but really i have no time to go with you 英语翻译According to my parents,the first word I was able to say