英语翻译我开始考虑我认识的每个人,我所见过所经历过.尽管我是那么的年轻,来到这个世上仅仅21年,但我喜欢怀旧,一切旧的事

英语翻译
我开始考虑我认识的每个人,我所见过所经历过.尽管我是那么的年轻,来到这个世上仅仅21年,但我喜欢怀旧,一切旧的事物,看起来是那么的迷人,尤其是它们背后的故事.我该写些什么,使我看起来不那么肤浅,而能深刻点.但想了几天也许那没那么重要,只要写出事实,真实的感受,应该就好了,这不是考试,没有那么多的顾虑,尽管写就是了.
两年半,许多事情都变了,也有着不会改变的,朋友多了,知心的还是那两个;男朋友离开了,家人还是陪伴着我;年龄在增加,世界人口也在增加,我的经济大权却还在我爸的手里,真是悲剧了.
分手狠狠地打击了我,但也把我惊醒了.才发现我那四年的生活圈子是那么的小,和朋友们都没什么联系,全身围绕着他.天哪,幸好我是分手了,而不是离婚.我是自由的了,不用顾虑那么多了,考研也不用担心选哪里好,也不用担心我们工作不在一地方怎么办了,我可以尽情地四处游走了.我想我是迷失在那蜜糖罐里了,我迷失了.我要做回我自己,而不是别人喜欢的我,是我自己喜欢的我.
不知道一辈子有多长,或短或长,还是希望在幸福中生活着,趁我还在学校我想考研,不是想读书,而是想去追求我所喜欢的专业.我不知道我的选择是否正确,但我愿意试试.
千万不能机翻

I began to consider of everyone I know, I've ever experienced. Even though I was so young, came to this world only 21 years, but I like reminiscence, all the old things seem so fascinating, especially their stories. what should I write, so that I don't look so superficial. But a few dayslater,I found it maybe wasn't so important, just write the truth, the true feelings, should be good, this is not a test, is it? just write without any concern.
Two and a half years, many things have changed, many not .I got more friends, but close frinds rae still the two; my boy friend leaves me, and my family still accompany me; at age is increasing, the world population is increasing, my economic power is still in my dad's hand, it is really a tragedy.
Breaking up with my boyfriend blows to me, but also wakes me. I discovered that my four-year life circle is so small, I did no contactwith my friends , systemic around him. God, I broke up, but not divorced. I am free now, I need not worry so much about the exams for postgraduate or the schools after granduating, I also do not have to worry about my work place, I can enjoy walking around. I think I'm lost in the honey pot, I lost. I want to be myself, not others like me, is my own love me.
I do not know how long my lifetime is, I hope to live in happiness while I was in school. I think of graduate-study admission exam, OR not to read, but i want to pursue what I like a professional. I don't know if my choice is correct, but I will try.
好辛苦啊.