英语翻译“很长一段时间没再写过日志,每次想记住些什么,却无从写起.很多年后回忆最初的自己,想说变了很多,却也矛盾的觉得什

英语翻译
“很长一段时间没再写过日志,每次想记住些什么,却无从写起.
很多年后回忆最初的自己,想说变了很多,却也矛盾的觉得什么都没变.
有时候快乐,有时候忧郁,从来就是个矛盾体.
记忆深处的东西没有随着时间的消逝而流失,我不知道这样究竟好不好,因为有
些似乎应该遗忘才更好.”（摘自友人篇-无题）
伤感时,总喜欢欣赏这篇朦胧柔和的抒发友谊的独白,真实而感怀的语调,字里行
间都散发着淡淡的愁绪旋律,也许是文字太重、回忆太浓的原因,每每品读至此
总教心中忍不住 怆然涕下……
不久的将来,生命中那么重要的她就要离开岗位了,ta应该是快乐的,而我也更多
的是希望看到ta与他都幸福,尽管是那么那么的不舍…
那些美丽的曾经不知道还会不会再延续,那些美好的过往不知道又能不能万古长
青..好多,好多的未知阿,也许一切都只是懵懂时代的调味剂吧…
唉 即使所留下的,仅是拥有一段美好的合作或不宣的默契.但是我始终坚信,美好的友谊并不会因彼此距离的疏远,而随之浅去或淡无...
也许只要还有一丝的记忆、一线的机缘、友谊的故事,依然会绽放在生命的每一个瞬间、依然会流淌于生活的每一寸角落 、 渊源流长 ...

For a long time haven't wrote a log,every time want to remember something,but don't write up.
Many years later,recalled the original yourself,want to say has changed a lot,but also contradictory feel didn't change anything.
Sometimes happy,sometimes sad,never is a paradox.
Something deep in the memory not drain away as time went on,I don't know whether it is good,because there are
Something seems to be forgotten is better.!"(from a friend - untitled)
When sad,always enjoy the dim moonlight gentle elicits the monologue of friendship,real and emotional intonation,word line
Are sending out the faint melancholy melodies,may be the reason for writing is too heavy,memory is too strong,every time I read so far
Under the general teaching of sorrow my heart cried.
In the near future,so important in my life she is about to leave,ta should be happy,and I am more
Is wants to see the ta and he is happy,though it was so so don't give up...
Those beautiful ever don't know will also won't continue,those beautiful long don't know can again of ages past
Green..Many,many unknown,maybe everything is just ignorant age of flavouring agent...
Well even if leave,is just have a good cooperation or not announce the tacit understanding.But I always believe that good friendship will not because of the distance from each other,and then pale or light to...
Maybe as long as there is a chance of memory,a line,the story of friendship,will continue to blossom in every moment of life,will still be flowing in each inches of corner of life,my lover...