英语翻译Hey carideeYeah,indeed I do have the actuall same proble

英语翻译
Hey caridee
Yeah,indeed I do have the actuall same probleme.I've been crushing on a boy a while ago and we've been together for some weeks but I broke up with him because it just didn't feel right.But before we was datting me we was datting one of my friends.She broke up with him,too but that didn't hurt him the way it hurted him when I did.Maybe because it all happend the same way.She was crushing on him when we went to france all together.After coming home,the went on some date untill she found out that she wasn't really in love with him.It was the same with me.And I broke his heart which was already pretty fragile.
I'm feeling soo guilty.
but I have another probleme:I know a boy ever since I came here from holland [I'm dutch actually and I'm born there] and that's been 13 years ago now.He's been the sweetest guy you can think of and we've been a couple once too.But since last year thing have changed hugely.He's accting so differently and I really don't know what to do.In privat he's still the one I've known but in class or anywhere with other people around he's being a complete jurk.
OOOh life is soo hard!
Yours nicoline

嗨,caridee
诚然,我的确有同样的困惑.不久前一个男孩喜欢上了我,而且并在一起了几个礼拜,但是因为感觉不合就和他分手了.不过我和他约会前他和我一个朋友交往.她也与他不合,不过并没有像我一样伤害到他.也许同样原因吧.当我们一起去法国时候她喜欢上了他.返回家后,她和他还有交往知道她发觉自己不是真的爱上了他.这与我如出一辙.而且我使得他已然破碎的心更加不堪了.
我感到如此的歉意.
但我还有另外的问题：从我打荷兰来到这儿我就认得了一个男孩（我生在荷兰理所当然的是荷兰人了）已距今十三年了.他是你能相想象的最迷人的家伙,而且我们曾经是夫妻.但去年事情发生了巨变.他举止反常,我真得不知道如何是好了.私下里,他还是我认得的那个人,但是与其他人在课堂或其他地方时候他简直是个蠢材模样.
哦,生活如此艰难.
你的nicoline
Eear nicoline,
Thanks for your personal experimence .From the deeds happened to you ,I've learned that it was not my fault to be crushde on by a boy.And maybe it's a must for me to break his heart to let we all live more comfortly.
Love is the most priceless and valuable treasure in the world ,but it also is the letter which should be sent to the right person.So,just do it ,and enjoy your own life on your own will.Never be disppointed with the changing of life.
As for your husband,the used sweet honey ,you should be more considerate to him.And you should take him go to the hospital if it is necessary.It won't be a difficult problem to solve.
keep calm no matter what he does and says in the public,and comfort him when he feel embrassed.
Love is the last thing you should hold tightly when you are old.
so ,let it be.Let everything goes in its way.
Wish you good luck
yours caridee
(勉强救急吧,抱歉了）