英语翻译Life in the accident.We who have no way to forecast.Lone

英语翻译
Life in the accident.We who have no way to forecast.Lonely and long life,I can go on.It is only in this way.Many people would think that I was really very happy very happy.However,they have never entered my mind to have a look.I don't think I will really go to a serious understanding of myself.This is like this.And I don't want to think too much,no need now.I know I am a very pessimistic person.
Maybe I am really fail,since coming here,I did not seem real,laugh from the heart,sometimes even a day won't talk,I often ask myself:This is the real me?This in the end or not Yes,I have laughed,but never one for my own smile,I have changed,become I don't even know myself.Who the hell am
Now can not go back,I know I have to go on a let me regret the way,things have occurred had never come back,a wrong step by step wrong,I am not perfect,and even can be said that nothing is right.

请不要见怪,因为我要对你句真心话,你的英语太过中式化,我实在无法替你翻译成中文,就算翻了亦不会通顺,原因是我读不通你很多的句子,所以只能一路更正,一路告诉你的错处,
Life in the accident.We who have no way to forecast.这个开头已很难令英语人士明白你究竟是要表达甚麼?应该改为:Life is full of surprises,there is no way to predict it.
Lonely and long life,I can go on 亦并非英式英语,外老绝对不知你说甚麼?所以要改为:The long and lonely journey of life,but I must go on.
It is only in this way 要改为 :And its the only way
I was really very happy very happy 同样情形,要改为:I am really really happy.
However,they have never entered (要加 into) my mind to have a look.I don't think I will (加ever be) really (go to a serious understanding of 改为 going to understand) myself.This is (like this 改为 just like that).And I don't want to think too much,no need now.I know I am a very pessimistic person.
Maybe I (am改为 have) really fail(加 ed),since (coming 改为 have come to) here,I did not seem real,laugh(ing) from the heart,sometimes even (a day won't talk 改为 would not talk for a whole day),I often ask myself:(This isi应该是:Is this) the real me?(This in the end or not I 那为 Is this really the end for me) Yes,I have laughed,but never one (for 改为 of) my own smile,I have changed,(become 改为 and) I don't even know myself (加 any more).Who the hell am
Now (I) can not go back,I know (that) I have to go on ( a let me regret the way,things have occurred had never come back,a wrong step by step wrong 这一段连我也弄不清你究竟想表达甚麼?所以我只能用我的推断替你改写:Things had gone wrong step by step.They are now long gone.It is too late for me to regret it ),I am not perfect,and even can be said that nothing is right.
以下是更正後的版本:
Life is full of surprises,there is no way to predict it.The long and lonely journey of life,but I must go on.And it's the only way.Many people would think that I was really really happy.But they have never entered my mind to have a look.I don't think I will ever be really going to understand myself.This is just like that.And I don't want to think too much,no need now.I know I am a very pessimistic person.
Maybe I have really failed,since have come here,I did not seem real,laughing from the heart,sometimes even would not talk for a whole day,I often ask myself:Is this the real me?Is this really the end for me Yes,I have laughed,but never one of my own smile,I have changed,and I don't even know myself anymore.Who the hell am
Now I cannot go back,I know that I have to go on.Things had gone wrong step by step.They are now long gone.It is too late for me to regret it,I am not perfect,and even can be said that nothing is right.
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再问： 可是你应该把你改好的翻译出来吧
再答： 人生每每多变，令人难测，漫长孤独的生命旅途里，我只有一定要勇往向前，别无选择。 很多人都以为我非常非常之快乐，但没有一个真正了解我的内心深处，其实我跟本永远也无法了解自己。而我也不去想太多了，现在亦没有如此须要，我知我自己是一个悲观的人。 我可能是失败了，自从来到了这儿後，我觉得我不似是真的，只能有内心的暗笑，一天到晚一言不发，我常常都在问自己，这真的是我吗? 这会不会是我的人生尽头?是的,我有笑，但那不我自己的笑，我变了，我已无法辨认自己了，究竟我是谁? 现在无法走向回头路，我知道一定要向前，过去的一切都一步接一步地恨错难返，後悔已太迟! 我知我并不完美，也可以说简直是一无是处! 你要翻译，我给你辩好了，希望会令你满意。