I am depressed to die!

I am very depressed. I am so depressed for I am very depressed life. At present,I am so depressed.and don`t know to do what .i wa I miss you when I am depressed,just like in winter to the su i am so fine,suck to dick to die I am going to die,Did you know i am going to die,有这样的说法吗? I am going to die,Did you know? i feel really tired,depressed, i want to leave here . what if I am always pessimestic ? I am a depressed person. I need to have a good rest I am going to die什