英译汉 只求能够体会我心情的人waiting for someone can read me .

英译汉 只求能够体会我心情的人waiting for someone can read me .
  Gradually ,i feel the mystery of the life.Something that i`ve tried to avoid often happen in the opposite way.                   Facing with it , I am just like a tree ,old oak ,prentending wise,giving silience and see the changing at first.                   but not for this moment.                   Things you do not struggle to get it rolling in your hand ,they will never do.So,big days always followed by                    some uneasy times that you`ve tried to escape.Life is really something fabulous,filled up with wonders                                       as well as sentiment and satisfication.                   About the destiny,i`ve never touch it.i just stay in my bedroom to make it fade away.Great changes is summoning                       me .they said:"i want to see someone special ".This is my fate ,i think,                  The blueberry night and 《初恋这件小事》are some so designed manmade stuff.Yeah,the spirit to wait the one you                    loved and the satisfactory conclusion is worth applausing on.while would you do that?                  In the last past days,i've been learning how to not trust people.and i am glad i am failed.Sometimes we depended                  on other people as a mirror ,to define us and tell us who we are.and each reflection makes me  like a little myself more.

渐渐地,我感觉到生活的神秘.一些我试图避免发生的事情往往就发生了.
面对它,我就像一棵树,老橡树,假装是智慧的,保持沉默和期待看见最后的变化.
但不是现在.
在你手中那些你不争取下去的事,它们将永远不会做到.所以,大的时光总是紧随其后的是一些不安的时代,而你总是试着逃避.人生是真的很奇妙,令人难以置信,充满了奇迹以及感情和满足.
关于命运,我从不触摸到.我只是呆在我的卧室里让它消失.召唤我巨大的变化.
他们是说:“我想看到某个特殊的人”.这是我的命运,我认为,《蓝莓夜》和《初恋这件小事》是人造的,设计的东西.
是的,精神,以等待一个你爱的人的价值和满意的结论是令人高兴的.那你该做什么呢?
在过去的日子里,我学习着不要去相信别人,令我高兴的是我失败了.有时我们把别人看做镜子,来定义我们并告诉我们我们是怎样的人.每一次反射,都让我喜欢自己多一点.