i want to say today is really tired

I really want to know what wrong is today Crazy! I want to pour down,really tired. I want to say,today is my birthy oh I really want to cry today! i feel really tired,depressed, i want to leave here . I'm tired and did not want to say anything I want to die,i am tired,really tired.（Do not to believe any I want to say I really good thinks i only want to say i really miss you much, My heart is really tired very tired,want to find a place to I Want To Say You Really Know Me!啥意思? I really don't want to say goodbye,my