英语翻译Having been feeling down and unhappy with my marriage,I

英语翻译
Having been feeling down and unhappy with my marriage,I spent the week not being very nice to anyone in my family.I felt that I was distancing myself from the people that were not the root of my anger.Those little people with sweet innocent eyes wondered why Mommy was only going through the motions,and why there was no love in her actions.I even pushed my daughter away as she tried to hug me.
For years I had said that having dinner as a family was important,but during this time of heartache that I was experiencing I just couldn’t bring myself to be with them.I began to dislike them.It would be so easy to change my life without having them to think about.How many times had I heard that I needed to do what was best for the kids?Did nobody care about what was best for me?
Then I watched a show on TV that made me realize what I was doing to these poor kids.I needed to take control of my own life,not only for myself but for my kids too.
That night I went to sleep with calm thoughts in my head .The problems with my marriage had not been resolved,but the issues I had with myself had .I knew what I had to do to make my life better and my children’s too.
The next morning after eating breakfast with my three wonderful kids,my middle son who was five years old put his arms around me and said,“Hey,Mom ,you’re really being nice to us today.” What could I say to that tiny face to take away all the pain that I had caused?I looked at his beautiful blue eyes and told him that Mommy hadn’t been very happy lately and that I was sorry that I was not being nice.

感觉下来和怏怏不乐对于我的婚姻,我度过了是的星期非常好对任何人在我家. 我认为我疏远自己从不是我的愤怒根的人民. 有甜无辜的眼睛的那些小精灵想知道妈妈为什么只审阅行动,并且为什么没有在她的行动的爱. 当她设法拥抱我,我甚而推开我的女儿.
多年来我说吃作为家庭的晚餐是重要的,但是在我体验I心伤的这时期couldn’t带来自己是与他们. 我开始烦恶他们. 改变我的生活没有有他们认为是很容易的. 我听见多少次我需要做什么为孩子是最佳? 没人是否对什么关心为我是最佳?
我然后观看了在使我体会的电视的一个展示对什么做我这些可怜的孩子. 我需要也是控制我自己的生活,不仅的我自己,但是的我的孩子.
夜我去与在我的头的镇静想法睡.未解决我的婚姻的问题,但是我有与我自己的问题有.我知道什么我必须做也是使我的生活更好和我的children’s.第二天早晨在吃与我的三个美妙的孩子的早餐以后,我的中间儿子谁是五岁在我附近投入了他的胳膊并且说, “Hey,妈妈,真正地是的you’re好的对我们today.”什么可能我对那张微小的面孔说拿走我导致了的所有痛苦? 我看他美丽的蓝眼睛并且告诉了他那个妈妈hadn’t是非常愉快的最近和那我抱歉我不是好的.