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Do not obsessive me,I am just a legend I would like someone talk with me or just be my 英语翻译：I just wanted someone who would talk to me for the sake I am looking for someone who would love me forever用汉语说是什么 I just want someone be afraid of losing me.Not more 什么意思 Perhaps ,I'm just a clown who am I Could someone tell me I am nothing but a clown. I am not gay,I just your i would just as soon you did not ask me to speak at the meet I am not afraid to wait for just the fear no one let me wait 1.Would you please _____ call me?I am sleeping.A.don't B.not