Around twenty years ago,I was going through .

Around twenty years ago,I was going through .
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Aroundtwentyyearsago,
Iwasgoingthrough hard times. I could not find __31__work
and I found this
especially difficult as I
had a lot of experience and a Master degree in a certain __32__.
To my __33__
Iwas driving a school bus to
make ends meet and living with friends as I had lost my __34__. I had been through five __35__ with a
company and one day they called to say I didn’t get the job. My
__36__ was really hard to
bear.
Later that afternoon, while doing my rounds through a quiet suburban
neighborhood I had an
inner __37__— like a scream — arise from deep inside me, “Why has my life become
so __38__?”
Immediately after this internal scream Iwas __39__ the bus over to
drop off a little girl when she __40__ me an earring, saying I should keep it in case
somebody claimed it. The earring was __41__ metal, saying “BE
HAPPY”.
At first I got
angry — yeah, yeah, I
thought. Then it __42__ me. I had been putting all of my
__43__ into what was
wrong with my life rather than what was right! I decided then and there to
make a __44__ of 50 things I appreciated.
It was hard in the beginning,
and then it got easier. One day I decided to increase it up
to 75. That night there was a __45__ from a manager
at a large hospital since I had once __46__ for a job
to teach a course on stress management. She asked me if I would do a one-day seminar
(研讨会) for 200 hospital workers. I said yes and got the
__47__.
My day with the hospital workers went very well. I got a standing welcome and
many more days of work. To this day I know that it was because I changed my __48__ to
gratitude(感恩).
I spent
the next year conducting training workshop all around the Seattle area and
decided to__49__ everything.
“The only attitude is gratitude” has been my
motto for years now and
yes, it completely __50__ my life.
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