帮我翻译I am very contradictory, I do not know whether the lette

帮我翻译
I am very contradictory, I do not know whether the letter to you, Tiqi Bi also put aside. Yesterday, I drinking, although I do not drink. I am drunk, because you. Jiejiuxiaochou, worry about more worry about. I can not forget you. I Fang Buxia you. I can not do without you. Not you, the more I lost everything. Know what ? I cry, this is the weakness of the performance is not it ? I would joke you? ? I like your jokes? ? I know the tired? ? It is now deep summer weather, I Shasha in the evening for such a brain you are, I think I sleep, but your voice reverberate in my ears, Yubabuneng
My heart you will never understand, I said to you is the truth. I seek is love, Tianzhangdejiu rather than one-third of the blood, which is a permanent, each with a conscience who will. Yes, I understand the very clear, the first time to see you in that moment, I know, you are my life to find that a woman, I know very well that, to understand that their own, I Shouzhe to you until the end of my life that moment. I so love you so deeply, so that you do not open the escape of many missing, in tears, I choked with the feeling says with deep feeling, it is also the chagrin of the blame himself undefended love you Be inundated with Xiangtao, time and again Xiang Tao. Dixia the hearts of the blood used as promised, until I learned the ways of love you, I finally know what is love you the way, and I regret this is the acceptance of. As long as you happy, as long as you happy enough. I deeply implore you, do not you love me out the door, I can not be a single minute of the lack of your love. Only to win your love, my life can glory. You want to feel there is really no way to replace one sentence, although I know that Acacia's painful, but I am willing to take this wonderful pain. Yes, you have many choices of opportunity, but I believe in themselves! Because no one would more than I love you!
Do not ask me how deep love you, I really can not say, you only know that I live in has become a habit, an integral part of habit, every day every day, you can not eat, do not sleep, can not do not want to You, really, I hate their so-called single-minded, has been in, I said to myself, not really looking for her shadow you can ? But I also like the wrong, in fact, my love for you is born, how will people find it can replace ? A friend told me that we would not have results, we have not yet begun, in fact, I do not know too, you only a distant and elusive dream. But I can not convince myself. I Hensha and friends also say that many of the world's women, like you, as there will be a good. But I do not intend to find to find. I said no matter who is, after all she is not you! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
帮我一下，，，谢谢

我很矛盾,我不知道是否给你的信,必也Tiqi搁置.昨天,我喝酒,但我不会喝酒.我喝醉了,因为你.Jiejiuxiaochou ,担心更多的担心.我不能忘记你.余方Buxia你.我不能做没有你.没有你,我更加失去了一切.知道吗?俺哭,这是软弱的表现是不是?我的笑话吗?我喜欢你的笑话吗?我知道累吗?现在是夏季天气深,我莎莎晚上这样的大脑你,我想我的睡眠,但你的声音回响在我的耳朵,Yubabuneng
我的心你永远不会明白,我对你说的是真话.我想是爱,Tianzhangdejiu ,而不是三分之一的血液,这是一个永久的,每个有良知谁的意愿.是的,我非常清楚的了解,第一次看到你在那一刻,我知道,你是我的生活发现,一个女人,我非常清楚地知道,要明白,他们自己的,我给你Shouzhe年底之前我生命中的时刻.我在爱你这么深,所以,您不必打开逃生,许多人失踪,在流泪,我的感觉窒息深有感触地说,这也是懊恼的责备自己不设防的爱你,与涛被淹没,时间并再次项套.Dixia心中的血作为承诺,直到我学会了如何爱你,我终于知道什么是爱你的方式,我感到遗憾,这是接受.只要你幸福,只要你高兴不够.我深深恳求你,你不爱我出了门,我不能一分钟缺少你的爱.只有赢得你的爱,我的生活可以荣耀.您要觉得实在没有办法,以取代一句,虽然我知道相思的痛苦,但我愿意承担这个美好的疼痛.是的,你有许多选择的机会,但我相信自己!因为没有人会比我更爱你!不要问我爱你有多深,我真的不能说,你只知道我住在已经成为一种习惯,不可分割的一部分的习惯,每天每天,可以不吃饭,不睡觉,不能做不想你,真的,我恨他们所谓的专一,一直在,我对自己说,没有真正寻找她的影子就可以?但我也想错,事实上,我的爱为你出生后,如何将人们找到可以替代?一个朋友告诉我,我们不会有结果,我们还没有开始,事实上,我不知道太多,你只是一个遥远和难以实现的梦想.但我无法说服自己.余Hensha和朋友们也说,世界上许多妇女,喜欢你,因为将有一个良好的.但我不打算找找到.我说不管谁,毕竟她不是你!!!!!!!!